One Sided - Tomcat

Why you gotta be one sided

Didn’t even have the chance

To make you think twice about it

Girl you got me blindsided

Did I waste your time

Wishing I could change your mind

Now this ain’t no apology, audibly, you’d say it

That this is just comedy, so honestly you’d stay with me

Clouded gray my mind with novelties

So let’s talk, I want you to know that flawlessly

Crazy how you think you’ve seen everything

But not really deep within

So let’s begin this train of thought

Yeah that’s what I bought

All the promises you said

All the goals that we dreamt

And All the wars that we bled

You gotta know this

I was just so sure of you

Yeah that’s what I’m gonna miss

Whenever I call u my boo

But yeah things change

You said it’s hard to maintain

But we haven’t even tried yet

So how can you explain?

Half and half of me just really don’t get it

Wanna go back to how I made you laugh

I know you want this so admit it

Relationships like this is already decided

I’m sad as fuck but happy for you cuz you got enlightened

She got enlightened but I was fighting for it

Trying to get me back in sight

It didn’t work even though I was grinding

Now I’m just hiding from the fact

That I don’t need to eye this

I don’t need to eye this

Blinded guidance

That’s what I need and what you have yeah

Mindless binding

That’s what you thought that we had

Experiencing other stuff

I don’t know about that

'Cause I feel all the feelings are gone

And that’s one sided

Sure, we can be friends

So yeah no need to worry

But expect it not the same

When we reach our thirties

By that time you’ll probably

Achieved all your fucking worry

I ain’t giving it a chance

'Cause I’ll probably be busy but

I’m always proud of you

You gotta know that

Right now I need to be distracted

Yeah, where my friends at

Hard for me to see you change

Into someone I used to love

Can’t blame you tho, I know it and I fought it

And man that’s enough

Still answering questions

That’s what you gotta know

My heart is just congested

But I gotta let you go

From reading our messages on my cheap ass phone

Me and you? Shit man

That’s the hard part

I gotta let you go

Why you gotta be one sided

Didn’t even have the chance

To make you think twice about it

Girl you got me blindsided

Did I waste your time

Wishing I could change your mind

Guess I can’t now, time to stop trying

But I cannot fake that I do not care

I’d be lying if I told 'em I could die without you

Rather die trying but I ain’t that dumb, bitch

Hit her with the

Okay, guess I’ll find a new bae

Hold up wait a minute I’m not trying to find a replacement

I just need somebody to tell me I’m not a waste

Somebody to wipe my face, wet from crying in my basement

Yeah yeah

You really got me fucked up

Looked myself in the mirror

Man I’m messed up

I don’t want to deal with shit anymore

I’m begging me to to myself that it will be alright

Yeah yeah yeah

Now I’m in the groove

Still under this feeling of getting lost 'cause when you

Took that one sided life I died inside and out

I guess there really is nothing I can do