Bleeding Out - SMBA

I’m tryna look forward and make it look easy now

Baby I’m bleeding out

I’m faking my happy until the sun goes down

Nigga you bleeding out

I’m looking for answers and maybe some reasons why I been feeling down

I gave you the signs but you missing the point now

Damn it I’m bleeding out

I put on a smile she puts on her makeup

Give you my heart till it breaks up

I know it’s people counting on me

Fake it till I make it

I’m looking for answers and maybe some healing now

I got some reasons now

I always be sad but I got my reason now

I’m bleeding out

Not too fast you ain’t running off the book yet

Not too glad I been stuck up in this school but

I got plans that gon make you double look, yea

I got plans that gon get me in the books, yea

But I still wake up feeling jaded

Lonely and lonelier as the day’s cave in

2020 didn’t think that I’d make it

I thought I’d be dead man I’m just being frank well

At least I don’t think that way no more

But I feel like Seattle like all the time

I’m on my tenth life reincarnation on overtime

My happiest thoughts where my dreams man

Sometimes I can’t make it through the daytime counting the hours till bedtime

I used to love Dreamtime

Now my mind just rewinds

Bye-Bye to peacetime, fuck this

I’m tryna look forward and make it look easy now

Baby I’m bleeding out

I’m faking my happy until the sun goes down

Nigga you bleeding out

I’m looking for answers and maybe some reasons why I been feeling down

I gave you the signs but you missing the point now

Damn it I’m bleeding out

I put on a smile she puts on her makeup

Give you my heart till it breaks up

I know it’s people counting on me

Fake it till I make it

I’m looking for answers and maybe some healing now

I got some reasons now

I always be sad but I got my reason now

I’m bleeding out

Go on predict your progression

Wanna be happy we’ll go manifest it

Wanna see shawty again well than text her

I probably shouldn’t text her

I’m looking for god can you give her this

Message

She ain’t getting my message

I’m going in loops

Need to brush the dirt off

I ain’t shooting thru hoops

A niggas shot off

Ima little confused why

People mad dawg

Need to rock out to stop from going backward

I gotta lotta thoughts but the tongue is backward

Got a little farther but the dreams still out there

Got a lot of time if I’m wrong if I’m right still

Leave me a message I’ll get back to you uhh later

Hey TJ it’s Micheal your manager just checking up on you

Making sure you’re ok

I saw that post on Instagram and you know

Just remember to breathe

In and out

Just like those therapist told you to

Alright

I’ll talk to you later bye

I stitched up wounds

I’m just waiting for healing now

Ima just breathe it out

I screamed out for help but nobody heard me Aww

I’m sick of screaming now

So I stitched up wounds

I’m just waiting for healing now

Ima just breathe it out

I stitched up wounds

I’m just waiting for healing now

Ima just breathe it out

I lost most of my friends

But I still got some homies that I can call family and that’s fine with me

I lost myself more than a couple times but I’m Still growing up so it’s fine

with me

I got new plans new ideas

Still up and down but that’s me

Going through a lot and it’s all at once but ima still wake cuz that’s all me

Man y’all shoulda met this one girl shawty mad cool

She a little less gospel a Lil more Yoncé

And I know this one girl and she like me too

But she want a Drake I’m a little more Kanye

Shut up the room and then out on my way

No more eeaa ahhh eaaa ah nigga get your words out

No more be blah be blah man I gotta work out

Cuz we boutta we boutta take the world now

I got presents in the fuckin network

Smart as Loki got the magic scepter

L-e-t me try to get some answers

L-e-d lit up its makin more sense

I feel Alone but im bout to blow so maybe its ok

I feel Alone but im bout to blow so maybe its ok